12.25.2006
a wild navidad
12.24.2006
On the eve
12.19.2006
Ode to fruit
Pineapple is good. Pineapple is very good when eaten in a hammock. Pineapple is soooooo good when eaten in a hammock during a rainstorm. I think I have gotten over plain old apples and moved on to bigger and better things. Don't get me wrong, dear Gala's, nothing can ever replace the crispy goodness of an Eastern Washington apple right off the tree. It's just that, well, the mushy imported fruits that call themselves apples here have forced me to explore, to experiment. A new daily fruit to keep the doctor away, that's if there were a qualified doctor within 50 miles of me.
So my current obsession is in the sweet tartness of pineapple, but I have to give credit to the mango as well. While noticeably absent in recent months due to the passing of Mango Season (Apr – Sep), the mango is not to be dismissed like a cabbie yelling white gyal. Did you know that there are 13 varieties of mangoes available in Belize? I'd be willing to bet that there are hundreds more, though my friends working hard over there in Africa would have to verify that one. Some are sweeter, smaller, bigger, smoother, stringier, etc., etc, and everyone has their personal variety. I'll let you know when they are back in season.
Oh my gosh, I forgot the apple-bananas, a close runner up to the pineapple. A miniature version of the regular banana, it really does have tart after-taste that splashes of Granny Smith. These little things go quick at the market, so you have to be there pre-6am to get a good bunch, but man is it worth it. So, to the Washington apples I so dearly miss, your taste is but a memory but your name lives on the fruit that keeps me being me.
12.14.2006
Christmas Plans
To celebrate my sixth month anniversary of being in Belize I am leaving
Belize. No, not permanently, but even volunteers need a vacation every now
and then, es verdad? Instead of spending Christmas in the village, which I
am sure would be an interesting experience, I am traveling to Antigua,
Guatemala. Known for its location in the volcanic highlands and its
colonial architecture, it is a hot spot for backpacking
Euro-twenty-somethings. I'm not complaining.
I leave Belize via boat on the 23rd and return via boat on the 28th. Its
about 7 hours each way from Punta Gorda, which is only one hour more than it
takes me to get to Belize City. Not to mention it is cheaper for me to
travel across Guatemala than through Belize. My plans for the week are to
enjoy the vast array of foods and coffee products that are nonexistent in
Belize as well as attend Mass on Christmas eve. Did I mention that this
trip is solo? Well, turns out I have no friends. Just kidding. I probably
could have convinced someone to travel with me, but sometimes traveling
alone leads to adventures that would be impossible in the comforts of a
group. So look forward to pictures and stories from Shella's week abroad.
The truth is, this trip is planned as one big distraction, because I am
going to miss my family, friends, and the Pac NW so much. I love you all
and I can't thank you guys enough for all the wonderful goodies that I have
received. Feliz Navidad.
12.11.2006
just call me coach
Our record is now 1-2, but we are hopeful that team jerseys and some conditioning will lead to better performances in our upcoming showings. Check out the pictures from the last game against Laguna village. They outplayed us 7 to 0 but we did get to play on the Belize National Field, quite the honor. Now, back to the village after a week in Belize City, more to come later.
12.05.2006
power of power
On Monday I dropped off my little signed piece of paper that showed that I had indeed had a a certified electrician hook up my single light and two outlets. The lady at Belize Electricity Limited at first did not believe me, and accused me of trying to cheat the system, but after a call from the actual electrician, they decided to put my work order in their pile. It should be just a couple of days, she told me. Well, the rest of the week went by, no BEL. In the meantime I lived a perfectly romantic life of candlelight cooking, dining, and reading. Of course, I had to supplement with my headlamp, but for the most part I burned candles.
Friday came and I had almost given up hope of being able to flip my brand new light switch and get a response, when what should come cruising down the road but a BEL truck. But wait, why didn't they stop? They blew past my house at about 30 miles per hour, not even glancing at my disconnected meter wires. They weren't getting away this easy, and with my road being a one-way trip into the jungle, I knew that they would have to come back. Sure enough, a little while later the truck appeared on the horizon and I flagged them down. The driver stopped and listened to my plea about turning in my work order and living with no light. Not so surprisingly, he hadn't heard a thing about it. It would only take him about 10 minutes to connect my house to power, but he didn't have any meters on him. I smiled and thanked him and told him that I understood, and that I knew that he had a tough job. Well, he said, maybe his partner that was reading meters would be able to help, and he would be right back. 5 minutes later they were back, connecting my lines without the meter and before I knew it they were on there way. They told me not to worry about telling BEL, that they would be back with a meter, but for now I had free electricity. I guess the helpless woman act is universal.
11.25.2006
Thanks Giving
Over the past week Belize has been experiencing a formidable cold front. A month ago I would have scoffed at the idea of donning socks, pants, and 2 long sleeve shirts before crawling into my REI sleeping bag. But with lows dipping into the 50's at night, I'm doing my best to stay warm in my breezy house.
In addition to being Thanksgiving, it was also my first morning in my new home. I call it my Blue Creek Studio. At 12 by 18 feet, it's cozy, but holds anything and everything Missy and I could possibly want. A bed, a hammock, a table, bookshelf, stove, and mini-fridge. Kind of like college sans the running water and glass windows. I had a wonderful experience with my host family, but having my own space allows me a speck of control of my schedule, diet, and music selection (except when the neighboring Pentecostal Church is having service, then it's synthesizer Holy Pop for 3 hours whether I like it or not).
So my life is good. I ate my first solo Thanksgiving, well, solo. I fixed a lovely meal of curried rice and stewed cabbage and ate by candlelight. Not because it is romantic, though it was, but because I wont have electricity until next week. I wasn't even lonely. Mostly I was thankful: for my health, for my food, and most of all for having the guts to do this whole adventure and for all the people in my life who support me along the way. Love.
11.11.2006
By the Carib Sea
So at 10 am this morning I found myself snorkeling in crystal clear blue waters, in awe of the coral and fish, basking in the tropical sun, all for the bargain basement price of absolutely nothing. How did I manage this, you ask? Well, turns out being a Peace Corps Volunteer isn't all about hardship and crazy diseases. It is also about getting in with the right people, so that when a class trip from the U. of Belize has an extra space on the boat out to some fabulous marine reserve, you manage to get your American butt in that seat.
So there I was, snorkeling for the first time, enjoying it beyond all expectations, when a sting ray the size of a manhole cover goes floating right by me, with three barracudas in tow. I was later to learn that its not the sting ray I should worry about, but the barracudas. Anyways, the point of this whole thing is that I wasn't even scared. I even started to follow the ray, from a safe distance, just because I was so entranced by this whole underwater world. I am even considering scuba as a feasible option, something that may shock all of my dear friends and family. The best part about the day, I made it home in time for a nap and dinner. Two hours from jungle to reef, what a life.
11.07.2006
medical evacuation
10.31.2006
Boo
So me as the Belizean Tooth Fairy traveled to Cayo, 6 hours each way, to mingle with a coral snake, the Prime Minister (who had no pants on), superman, a witch, a few cross dressers, and a host of other weirdos. I got the farthest traveled award, not to mention the best dental work done out of aluminum foil.
Now it is almost November and there is a surprisingly refreshing breeze blowing through Toledo. I got a little chilly last night as the temperatures dipped into the mid 70's, so I went out and purchased my first blanket. Compared to last week of 100's, the mid 80's are feeling very very nice, and rumor has it that by Christmas I may see 60 degrees. One can only hope.
My sitemate, Jeff, was recently interviewed for his hometown newspaper in Manchester, Maine, and it was a nice article and worth a read. Here is the link
Taking to village life <http://kennebecjournal.mainetoday.com/news/local/3254457.shtml>.
10.27.2006
Chalk Dust
Either way, I voluntarily agreed to take over the principals classes this week while he was at a workshop. If I ever had any delusions of being a teacher, this thoroughly dismissed them. It brought me back to the days when I had substitute teachers in school, because that is how I was treated. I was rarely listened to, got a tongue or two stuck out at me, and was challenged to lash them by one of the students. But other than that, it was fine. Or at least it was fine by me that I couldn't understand what they were saying to each other because it was all in Maya. It is too bad that they are not all that interested in learning, because the students are so far behind even other kids in Belize. So I stuck it out and tried to help the students who really wanted to learn, and there were a few.
Now the week is over, thank God, and I am on my way to Cayo to celebrate a truly American holiday. I am going as the Belizean tooth fairy, all I need now is a grill (if you don't know, don't ask).
10.14.2006
Mi Gattito, Ms. Missy
I named her Missy, mostly because the Mayan word for cat is mis and the younger children don't speak any English and they like to point at her and say, "Bella, bella, mis, mis." By the way, bella bella is what the two youngest have started calling me, which is pretty cute.
So now I have a really really scrawny, scruffy, needy kitten. I am sure it will get bigger and eventually become cute, but right now it looks like it has been through the ringer. I have been catching it some sardines in the river for dinner and giving it eggs and bread for lunch. I am going to try and make it a little bit fat, it for nothing else but the novelty of having a fat cat in a world of skin and bone felines. I want to get her fixed, but I was told that if you take your animal to the vet in PG to get fixed, you have about a 50/50 chance of getting it back. I'll put up some pictures of my little mis.
In other news, the heat is back, with a vengeance. I don't know what it is, but after the weekend in PG, someone turned the thermostat up and I have been hiding indoors, sweating like a champ. I am waiting, patiently, for this thing they call the cool season. Let me tell you, doing yoga is tough when you are sweating so much that you are pooling on your mat. Gross, is all I have to say.
Upcoming: Monday - my first community meeting with the entire village, kinda scary. Tuesday - begin teaching computer classes at the primary school. 2 computers, 1 teacher, 20 kids, you do the math.
10.07.2006
A quick little update
Staying out past midnight, eating pizza, good chinese (which is distinct from bad chinese in this country), and Indian food, and watching the season premiere of Grey's Anatomy all added to the mystic. Not to mention that I was able to see my mother and step-dad as they were in the neighborhood thanks to Carnival Cruise Line. They rewarded my 3 months in this crazy little country with a full suitcase of goodies, not least among the stash were two jars of fresh raspberry jam, which I am now selfishly hoarding until I am able to make pancakes.
Now I am back in Blue Creek and rumor has it that I may soon have internet access, perhaps in my house. I am not going to hold my breath, but it would be nice. This week my agenda includes: meeting with the village chairman, the Alcalde (another leader), the PTA chairman, and the principal of the primary school. I am planning a meeting with the entire village for sometime in October, which will most definitely include some primo use of PRA (Participatory Rural Appraisal) techniques. Long term plans are starting to get more defined. Here are some plans for Blue Creek and the future:
* Health and HIV education - you wouldn't think a Mayan village would need this, but with no knowledge of birth control and men seeking work in the resort towns, this has become a major issues.
* Adult literacy - I would venture to guess that at least half of the people in my village can not read or write. Most adults never went beyond grade 6, so this will be a big task.
* Craft/women's group - Once I can bring the women together to talk about health, I want to raise the issue of forming a craft cooperative to take advantage of the tourism that frequents this place.
* Library - Like every good peace corps volunteer that has ever come before me, I will probably be working with the library. Look forward to me begging for books in the near future.
Thanks for reading and I love you all.
9.27.2006
Mayan Life
Around the pig-pen and to the muddy trail that leads to the usually clear blue river. One step, no problem, two steps, a little slip, three steps and down I went. Soapy clothes and Shella slide down the muddy embankment. My Mayan mom giggles at my white girl awkwardness as I try my best not to swear. I attempt to regain my composure as I pile the clothes bag into the bucket, grab some more soap, and try it again. Success. I made it to my rock and washing can commence. Balancing in the rivers current up to my waist, grab a garment, sprinkle with more soap, and scrub scrub scrub against nature’s washboard. For particularly tough stains and to relieve some aggression, take a sturdy shirt and wail it against the rock repeatedly. This somehow knocks the dirt senseless or sends it running out of the collar and into the hills. Repeat the process for a good hour or until you are ready to pass out from the heat.
At this point I am rewarded by a quick submersion into the cool waters. Load everything up and brave the hill again, this time being extra careful not to spill my freshly washed wardrobe. Now I ready for my trip to the big city. First stop, Laundromat Land.
9.18.2006
Vacation from my vacation
Other highlights of my holiday weekend include:
- showering in shower, with hot water non-the-less
- eating veggie burgers
- eating BBQ
- drinking real coffee
- socializing with volunteers from the Jesuit Volunteers International (JVI's)
- sitting at Dwight and Judy's house (older married PVC's) watching the ocean, drinking rum & coke, and eating fresh guac.
(If you notice a pattern of eating and drinking, that is no coincidence)
Now it is Friday and somehow another week has passed in Blue Creek. I met some more people and am in the process of planning several meetings and doing house-to-house surveys about the village in order to compile a profile for the community. It will be a busy next couple of months. Well, busy is relative, but I should at least have one or two things to accomplish on most days, and that is a big deal in my current life.
9.08.2006
chickens on my mosquito net
I am learning more about my project, and will be doing some actual research as part of my first three months in site by construction a profile of the village through interviews and focus groups. This will kind of baseline for the projects that I will be implementing with the village council.
Other than reading about potential projects and how to do my job, I am keeping busy by playing with the family, learning how to kill and clean chickens, washing clothes, and keeping the chickens from laying eggs in my room. This is a tough job, and I am surprised how persistent those things can be when they really want to hang out with me. The rain has also been tough. Well, not really the rain, since that comes mostly at night, but the mud. Instead of sand between my toes, I usually have a constant layer of mud covering my Chaco tanned feet. Thats fine, it keeps the bugs from biting them.
I'll write a more witty entry later, but time in is money, blah blah blah. Love from Toledo.
8.28.2006
A Guilty Pleasure
I can honestly say that I enjoy tortillas, both flour and corn varieties, and have even made the effort to learn the art of making them. If I do say so, I am not too bad at it either. I am also a fan of beans: stewed, fried, and refried. But there comes a time in every person's life when the tortilla-bean combo reaches the point of maximum utility, where no more pleasure can be obtained from this simple meal. This point came tonight. My family here in Blue Creek spoils me, they really do, and this particular evening I was served a couple of tasty pieces of fried chicken (which I discretely nibbled and fed to the animals due to the parasite that has taken over my intestines) along with tortillas, of the flour variety. As I looked at that familiar source of carbs, I remembered when I used to relish this piece of flat bread when covered with peanut butter and honey. Oh, but I have peanut butter and honey in my room, I conspired. How, I thought, do I get this warm tortilla away from the table and into my room where I can secretly smother it in gooey peanuty sweetness? The perfect opportunity came when my siblings went outside to greet a visitor and I hastily stuffed the tortilla under my shirt and walked casually, holding my stomach as one does when one is "stuffed" and walked back to my hut. There I used the handle of my borrowed spoon to cover my stolen tortilla with my stashed spread. Man, what goodness. I sat in my hammock, licking honey off my fingers as I enjoyed my dinner, a little bit guiltily, knowing that what I had just done would have required too much explanation to make asking simply for the tortilla worthwhile.
UPDATE: Since I wrote this account, they (being my host family) "discovered" my peanut butter stash. I am not sure how they did this, I suspect hidden cameras, but they did. I only discovered this in the morning, when they suggested I could use some of my peanut butter on my fry jacks. I was a little paranoid, but I have already come to accept my total lack of privacy and have moved on with life.
8.21.2006
March of the Ants
I didn't know what to do, so I grabbed my bike and raced over to Ms. Ophelia's, the women who I work with in Blue Creek and the owner of the "one stop shop." She must have some ant killer, I thought. I raced up her steps and started telling her about my problem. Oh, she said, I have ant spray, but that wont help, they will just stay until they are done cleaning up. She explained that they just keep going, cleaning up dead insects and chasing out roaches. So I went back and surveyed. There they were, in all of my things, going about their business and there was nothing I could do about it. So I waited. I went to the main house, went to river and bathed, ate dinner, and waited. Sure enough, sometime before I went to bed, they disappeared. Not one to be found. They had moved on to some other house to do their cleaning, and all I had to show for their visit were two wicked bites on my foot where I had accidentally crossed their path.
Just a lesson in patience from the bush.
8.19.2006
Moving Day
I write this from my little Mac, which is on a table in a room halfway between Punta Gorda and Guatemala. Yesterday I arrived home and for the first time in 2 plus months unpacked my bag. I put maps on the walls and set up some pictures. I look out the window at jungle and a crystal clear turquoise river. Things from now move slow, so all I can do is be patient and breath.
Thursday left Belize City and said goodbye to all of my companions of the first month and a half. When looking at a map of Belize, Toledo is the farthest district south and has the fewest roads, but the map cannot do justice to the actual distance and isolation that is Toledo. By bus, it is 5-7 hours from Belize City to Punta Gorda and another hour to Blue Creek and three hours to Dolores. I should introduce my support system, the small group of people who live with me in what we have termed "The Toledo Cluster-f**k."
* Jeff Frank – Fellow Blue creek volunteer and a heck of a guy. Hails from Maine and writes like nobody's business.
* Nessim – Surfer from San Diego who will be our volunteer in PG and always speaks the truth.
* Mary Beth Carey (MBC) – Former Miss Teen Knoxville and the only female in this part of the country. She is going to rock it out in Otoxjà (Oat-a-sha).
* Matty Whipshaw – Punk rocker/ long boarder who somehow ended up in San Lucas, Toledo. His mission is to keep myself and MBC in check and entertained.
* Nick Choppy – Has the distinction of being the most remote volunteer out there in Dolores.
* Graham – Goes by just one name and has the best Tom Seleck mustache and Boston accent. Will soon be known as the white guy on a horse in Jalacte.
* Michael Norbeck – Of Chicago/MN, most commonly known as Fidel thanks to his hat and facial hair combo. He's setting up shop in Big Falls, where the Southern highway becomes paved again.
So our group of 5 (3 are bound for Guatemala, bastards) loaded up all of possessions into the James Express Bus bound for Punta Gorda yesterday. It was the first time any of us had used public transportation to move. The ride was fine in the air-conditioned coach bus, made even more enjoyable by the tunes chosen by the driver, including the entire Celine Dion "A New Day" album. Amy Johnson, you'll be happy to hear that he even repeated the song A New Day twice, I couldn't help but think of the time that the Tre Jenter sang that song in front of a few dozen incoming freshman as a way of stalling.
So this is getting long and I need to let my computer rest and go bath in the river. I'll soon include pictures from the swearing in party and maybe more from my little village.
8.16.2006
I swear
To defend the constitution of the United States against all enemies foreign and domestic...yadi yadi yadi. Today is the day, 4.5 hours to go. I already signed the piece of paper that says that I choose to be a volunteer and am ready to make this commitment. Is this what marriage is like. If so, I can totally relate to the cold feet. Pictures will soon come from tonight's debauchery, but I may not be able to post them for awhile because tomorrow I am in transit to my new home (slight pit in stomach there). Til then.
8.13.2006
Updates on my website
8.09.2006
Life in the Village
8.06.2006
Back from the Island
A weekend in San Pedro - all for the price of a water taxi. Somehow I lucked out and was able to get a place to crash my head, along with 15 other volunteers on one of Belize's top tourist destinations. Just watch out for the golf carts. Many people will tell you, and agree with them, that it is more dangerous to be a pedestrian in San Pedro, the land of a 1000 golf carts, than in Belize City. Something about jacked up 4-wheel drive carts with no speed limits that is really freaky and out of control. Now I am back in Belize City, feeling safe and thoroughly sunburnt. 6 weeks in country and my stomach and back saw sun for the first time yesterday. Now I am possess a sweet tan and look like I have actually been living in the tropics.
Tomorrow I catch the 5:30am express bus to PG (Punta Gorda) and see for the first time my village of Blue Creek and my new home. I hear from several reputable sources that it is a great village que es muy bonita. So look forward to a couple of beach pictures as well as some from the lovely Blue Creek, Toledo.
8.02.2006
A week on the road
- Sitting on top of the ruin at Lamanai watching the sunset, viewing a pair of nesting Toucans and listening to the eerie growth of howler monkeys. (see pics)
- Doing the "human knot" ice breaker with a group of Spanish-speaking artisans.
- Taking a refreshing post-run shower by the light of headlamp.
- Placencia peninsula: the road leaves something to be desired, but it is beautiful. It is a sad example, however, of mangroves being destroyed for the sake of million dollar resorts.
- The best ice cream in Belize - The Tutti Frutti Gelataria in Placencia. If you are thinking of going there now, too bad. The owners just left for Italy and France for 3 months in order to think up new and wonderful flavors.
- Swimming in the lagoon at Indian Church and in the Ocean at Placencia - finally I get to wear a swimsuit (first time in 5 weeks, I kid not).
And the adventure continues. We have been traveling with 4 artisans from Greg's village as they seek markets for their crafts. We have been seeing lots of nice resorts while sleeping on the floors of current Peace Corps volunteers. Tonight we crash in Belmopan and tomorrow end in Belize City. Friday I take off for San Pedro on Ambergis Caye to hang out at the Costa Maya festival with a group of current volunteers. Not a bad deal since housing is free and I get to work the festival. After that it is down to Toledo and my first peek at my village. 5 weeks in and it is still one big adventure. Love and miss you all.
7.20.2006
Where I will live.
7.16.2006
The Ocean and Punta
After the culture center, we saw how to make bread out of Cassava and then ate a wonderful lunch of fish sere (surray) and hutu (mashed plantains). The house where we ate looked over the ocean, and it would have been a wonderful day for swimming had it not been raining for the past three weeks straight. The rivers that feed into the sea in the area are all flooding and bringing tons of dirt into the water, so it was pretty dirty. Instead, we stopped at the INLAND Blue Hole, which is a natural lagoon, and took a swim. It was great and I have put some more pictures up, so enjoy.
3 days til I know my site!
7.08.2006
On Sweating
In other news, life in Cayo is still great. Rainy, but that is because it is the mango season and you take the good with the bad. Bug bites are frequent but not that annoying and training days are long. I really really love this country and all the other volunteers are great. Check out our group blog at http://pcbelize.blogspot.com.
7.04.2006
In Ruins
BTW - host family life is great. We did a little partying over the weekend for my host-mom's B-day and she is an excellent cook. I am living next to two other volunteers, Stan and Molly, and Molly and I have gone for runs the past two days in a row. Overall life is good and i have posted tons of new pics, so go to my zoto site at http://biallasa.zoto.com
7.01.2006
Georgeville, Cayo District
Today we traveled to Georgeville for our first little bit of independence. So far our time has been very structured, but this gave us a chance to experience a very small village in a small group. We were just given the name of the village and an assignment. It was fun to find the bus, take the bus, find the village, meet people in the village and learn about the people. It sounds hard, but the people here are so open that it was quite easy to find people willing to talk with us.
I am trying to keep my photos updated, but sometimes it is hard to keep up with things and life. Back to world cup soccer, this town is all about Brazil.
6.28.2006
San Ignacio, Belize
Masters of Public Administration
Evans School of Public Affairs
University of Washington
Peace Corps Masters International
Belize: June 2006 - August 2008
http://students.washington.edu/shellab
6.26.2006
Half-way there: Atlanta
After the whole training experience, we move to our home village and will live with a host family for the first three months at site. This will be a great opportunity to learn more about Belizean culture and to practice our language skills. I am really looking forward to arriving in Belize and learning more about the people and culture, and maybe even do a little work. I have some pictures of my 4 hours of site-seeing in Belize and as soon as my batteries are charged, I will post some random shots of me with a few monuments. Unfortunately the president, despite his letter in my Peace Corps invitation packet, was not available to greet our group.
By the way, my training group is a most excellent collection of committed folks, with a large cohort from Seattle including a fellow Pacific Lutheran alum. Our time together in D.C. was very short, so I am sure as we get to know each other I will have more information to share and pics to post. Best wishes.
6.20.2006
Departure Confirmed
I am mostly packed and ready to go, but I keep having these dreams that I am going to forget or lose something. I will do my best to send out updates when I know where in the country I will be living and what I will be doing, as well as putting pictures up for all to enjoy.
5.18.2006
It's Real
With only 25 days left, final preparations include getting a new license, seeing the dentist, shopping, packing, and giving a whole bunch of stuff away. Not to mention this thing called school that still consumes most of my free minutes. Saying goodbye to friends is starting to become real and all the little things that I enjoy now I am beginning to realize are soon going to be luxuries or non-entities: morning double tall americano, Trader Joe's, walking on the Burke-Gilman with the entire skyline of Seattle in view, quality beer, cell-phone, well-stocked library, and many many more things. So of course I am now consuming too much coffee, beer and organics while spending as much time outside reading and on the phone as possible.